Temporary Reflection: A Self-Portrait Series

In September 2017, I was diagnosed with Stage 2 Hodgkin’s Lymphoma, which is Cancer that starts in the Lymphatic System. After my oncologist went over my treatment protocol, which included 6 months of ABVD chemotherapy treatments, one of the side effects of the regimen included hair loss. Knowing I would most likely lose all my hair, I decided to cut it shorter and shorter, until I decided to shave it off. 

I began documenting this journey through a series of self-portraits, shot on Kodak Portra 400 film. One of my favorite things about film, is its graceful imperfections, it was a representation of how I felt at the time.

The series began early November 2017 (photo 1) when I cut my hair from shoulder-length to that and had my Biopsy which confirmed Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. A month later, I cut it even shorter (photo 2), that’s when my port-a-cath was freshly put in. The last photo was when I shaved my head on Christmas morning, one week before beginning chemotherapy

ā€œWe either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.ā€

― Carlos Castaneda

Fasting for Chemotherapy Side Effects

*DISCLAIMER* I am not a licensed physician nor in a position to give any medical advice. This is solely my PERSONAL experience with fasting & chemotherapy. I’m simply sharing this information in case it may help others find alternative solutions to coping with side effects from chemotherapy.Ā 

Where it All Began

When I had shared the news I was going through chemotherapy with my friends and family on Facebook, a few friends had reached out to me and recommended the film “The Science of Fasting” on Amazon Prime. The film itself discusses the powerful effects of fasting in general, but it’s not focused on chemotherapy. In fact, the only research and tests you’ll see in the film was done on lab rats. I was blown away by this study, and entered into a fasting-research rabbit hole, wanting to know everything there was about it. Unfortunately, there wasn’t much helpful insight available online, and when it came time to talk about fasting with my doctors & oncologists, they didn’t know much about this topic either.
You can skip below to some helpful links or the quick bullet version of how fasting works with chemo, but here is my personal story about how ABVD Chemotherapy Treatment affected my body, and how fasting changed my life:

My ABVD Chemotherapy Experience

For me, I felt like I had no other choice but to try it. I spoke with many different patients who went through chemo over the years, and some people reported feeling no side effects at all, others a little, while some (including myself) experienced all of them. I felt like I was in one of those medical commercials where they say, “Side effects may include…” and go on to list ten thousand different side effects. I had medications from A-Z to mask all of the different reactions I was having. ABVD Chemotherapy hit me really hard.
Some of the side effects I was experiencing: nausea, indigestion, acid reflux, extreme bloating, constipation, headaches, excruciating and sudden jaw pain, making me feel like I was turning into the Hulk. I had damage to my cranial nerve, causing so much pain I felt like I was going crazy. Chemo took over my body in a way I felt I had lost all control. I had lack of appetite naturally as a result from all of the side effects I was experiencing. I developed mouth-sores which was the absolute most discomforting feeling. Not only did they bring pain, but they kept my appetite away because of the discomfort in my mouth. So what were my options at the time to help cope with the effects of chemo? I had only one option, which was to take all of the medications to mask away my side effects.
The medications helped, but it didn’t take away the damage done to my body. The worst part was that each one then brought its own side effect, and before I knew it, I was in this vicious cycle of using medication to cover up side effects of the side effects of the other medication… and so forth. I couldn’t take it anymore. Even just the thought of looking at the numerous orange bottles was depressing. I felt like I could open my own pharmacy with all the prescriptions I was given. As someone who never takes medication, and prefers natural methods of dealing with pain, this was my worst nightmare.

The Effects of Chemo on our Bodies

This is why cancer patients going through chemo are at a higher risk of becoming malnourished and/or anemic. It’s not just the chemo treatment itself which causes major damage to our system, it’s everything else that follows as well. With all those side effects I was having, I physically couldn’t eat for days, nor did I want to for most of the time in between treatments.
The problem is, between each chemo treatment (mine was every 2 weeks), it’s not enough time for our bodies to fully recover, before depleting our immune system all over again. It was typically about one week after chemo when I would finally feel a little better, and begin to eat again. Then a few days after, my next chemo treatment would come in, and shut my immune system down all over again. It’s a cycle, and naturally over time, our bodies with each chemo treatment become more and more weak, making the battle with chemo, an impossible one. The best visual way I can explain it is, being inside of a boxing ring, getting punched at over and over again, without having a chance to pick yourself up and fight back. It was rough.
After the treatment, I would sit at the corner of my couch, with a blanket, windows shut, in silence… for days. It was bad to the point where watching TV or even reading a book would take too much brain power and I couldn’t deal with it. Reading a book!? It was that bad. It was the first time in my life I didn’t feel like a human being. I can’t explain the feeling, but it felt inhumane. I felt powerless and lost total control of my body. I don’t mean to scare or discourage anyone, but this was my reality. I’m only mentioning this because once I fasted, this was all in the past and I literally, and scientifically, became a new person. Not everyone experiences these side effects, this was my personal struggle and exclusively how it affected me.
Everyone’s diagnosis, treatments, and reactions are different, so it’s hard to know what works or not, but I knew fasting was worth a shot. I had nothing to lose and everything to gain. So I decided to try an experiment on myself. Given the similarities between our physiologies, I figured if it worked with lab rats, and some clinical trials on humans, why couldn’t it potentially work for me?

Fasting Changed My Life

Scientifically speaking, it made A LOT of sense. Even with my first fast, it immediately CHANGED….MY…LIFE. I was a different person: more energetic, happier, feeling 70% less pain and side effects, and a joy for life I hadn’t felt during any of my chemo infusions. I no longer dreaded going into each treatment, in fact, the cycles were flying by and time was passing faster than ever before. I also enjoyed all my meals, and the bloodwork was showing my health improving and getting healthier with every treatment going by, instead of charts showing a decrease in health over time.
When you think of a cancer patient going through chemo while fasting, it initially seems like a terrible idea. But what I tell everyone is, before I introduced fasting, because of all of the side effects, I didn’t eat sometimes for 3-5 days AFTER my chemo treatments. While with fasting, you don’t eat 3-5 daysĀ BEFORE the chemo treatments. So the choice is simple, it’s just a matter of not eating before or after chemo infusions.
So you’re probably wondering, what is the science behind all of this MAGIC (personal opinion) and how does it work?

The Science behind Fasting for Chemotherapy Treatments (CliffsNotes version of the film & online articles reflecting the research)

PLEASE NOTE: Fasting should always be done under the supervision of your Doctor, Oncologist and Nurses. My first Oncologist was not on board with the idea I would fast during my chemo treatments, but my second Oncologist was open to it, as they were closely monitoring my bloodwork. You have to let your Oncologist and Nurses know you’re fasting, because the bloodwork will reveal information (low glucose levels, etc….) which may be alarming to the Hospital Staff and they may not want to give you your chemo infusion. Once my team knew I was fasting, I was given the clearance to administer my chemo infusions regardless of the bloodwork.

  • Chemotherapy works by attacking rapidly-dividing cells, which causes collateral damage to our immune system. But by fasting (only water) for 72 hours prior to treatments, it allows for less harmful effects to occur within our bodies, protecting our normal (non-cancerous) cells.
  • Study finds, when you “starve” your body, it gives permission to the stem cells (like ā€œflipping a regenerative switchā€) to allow the system to break down a huge portion of white blood cells. In the process, it recycles a lot of the old, damaged immune cells, the inefficient ones, and regenerates new immune system cells. When you fast, it promotes cellular clean-up, and you essentially regenerate an entirely new immune system.
  • Fasting with only water for 3 days may appear as unhealthy, especially with the dangers of a low white blood cell count, but as soon as you re-introduce food, the blood cells come back. Not only does the WBC regenerate, but aĀ new batch gets produced, helping to fight off infection even more effectively.
  • Our normal cells are better equipped to deal with starvation, while cancer cells actually grow and cannot adapt to the new conditions of our system during fasting. As the cancer cells starve during the fasting process, they get weaker, allowing for chemotherapy to be even more effective, specifically on the cancer cells. Cancer cells are known to rely on glucose to meet their higher demand for energy. So under low blood glucose conditions, the cancer cells become much more vulnerable to chemotherapy. Meanwhile, our body cells, which typically use glucose as their main energy, have the ability to switch to a different fuel, and surviveĀ the fasting condition.

Summary Breakdown of 3- Day Fasting during Chemo:

When chemo enters our bodies, our normal healthy (non-cancerous) cells are already in the process of saving energy and recycling new immune system cells, while the cancer cells are the opposite, being active, using lots of energy, and thus, get weaker. So when chemo enters the body, our cancer cells are quick to absorb the drug, resulting in a more effective method to break down the cancer cells. Not only does this naturally result in a more effective cancer treatment, but fewer of our normal cells get affected in the process. Without fasting, both cancer & normal cells get broken down, but with fasting, the cancer cells take more of the damage.


My Personal Process of Fasting with ABVD Chemo Every 2 Weeks:

The fast began 48 hours prior to the treatment and 24 hours after infusion.Ā 

Let’s say Friday at 10 AM was my upcoming chemo treatment…
WednesdayĀ 10 AM: stop eating. Make sure to have a good, solid meal the day before. I found it helped mentally knowing there was something potent in my stomach to hold me for the next few days šŸ™‚
Friday: Chemo Infusion Day! As soon as my chemo infusion ended (which was typically about 4 hours after getting admitted into the hospital), I would begin my 24-hour countdown timer on my phone.
Saturday: Time would vary, but typically 24 hours after my infusion would be around 2pm. When the alarm sounded it had been 24 hours, I would then begin to re-introduce food into my system again, but very slowly, starting with a bowl of soup or rice.
Rinse & Repeat every 2 weeks!Ā (per my own personal treatment)Ā 

Fasting vs. No Fasting

Fasting can be rough, especially on cancer patients. But as I’ve mentioned, the only difference with fasting is choosing not to eat before each chemo treatment, versus not being able to eatĀ after chemo, due to all of the awful side effects. When I wasn’t fasting, sure the medications helped ā€œmaskā€ all of my side effects, but when I fasted, I was taking ZERO medications. I literally threw them all out! Physically and mentally, my body was healthier, and my chemo treatments had much less damaging effects on me.

 



The Scientist who Became My Hero

In the middle of my treatments, I reached out to the Scientist who was conducting the study on the effects of fasting, Dr. Valter Longo, to personally thank him for his research. His findings ended up saving my life. It was an absolute game changer. I had regained control of my life, with a healthier body and mind. I was back to work, and I felt like I was living life again.
Thanks to fasting, my side effects were gone, my body was increasingly getting healthier with each treatment, and even as a surprise bonus, my hairĀ began to grow mid-treatment, and grow FAST and healthy.Ā You can see the hair growth in this link.Ā Ā All of these things were 100% attributed to fasting.
Before meeting with Dr. Longo, I was doing 3 days of fasting, as the film and links suggested, but he recommended to try 4 days. With 3 days of fasting, I was experiencing 70% less side effects than when I wasn’t. I felt like my body was having the same side effects, but not nearly to the extent at which it used to be. Everything was way more toned down (smaller/shorter headaches, a little stomach ache here and there, etc.) Then with 4 days of fasting, I had 0 side effects. I didn’t even feel like I was going through chemotherapy and it blew my mind. I could not believe the change I saw and felt in my body.

AFTER FASTING TIPS

If you fast for 3/4 days, before eating your first meal:

  • Start slow, with a simple bowl of soup or rice for the first meal, and take your time eating it. Then a couple of hours later, another small meal. If you waited days without food, you can be patient and begin by eating small meals every few hours šŸ˜‰
  • Avoid animal protein/heavy meat for the first day. If your body is completely empty for 3/4 days (it’s essentially “shut down” in a way), even the smallest meal will kickstart your digestive system into gear again. I got too impatient one of the times and ate red meat after 3 days of nothing, and I felt like I ate an entire rhinoceros on my own. I do not recommend that! Be patient. Fasting is a course on patience and inner strength.

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Excited for my first meal in 4 days!

 

After finishing up treatments

Some people ask if I still continue to fast even after my chemotherapy treatments, and the answer is yes! I don’t do it as often, but seeing the incredible benefits for myself, and knowing personal stories of sharing fasting with others and hearing great results too, fasting has a big place in my heart. I did a 4 day fast after after my last chemotherapy treatment as one final “reset” of my body, and for old times‘Ā sakeĀ šŸ™‚

Peace, love & beets!

♄ Fio

Hair Loss? Shave it!

After my oncologist went over my treatment protocol, which included 6 months of ABVD chemotherapy treatments, one of the side effects of the regimen included hair loss. Knowing I would most likely lose all my hair, I decided to cut it shorter and shorter, until I decided to shave it off. I know some patients that tried the Chemo Cold Caps, but didn’t have much success with it. I didn’t even bother with trying any alternatives, or finding ways to preserve my hair. I decided to embrace this new journey head on, literally šŸ˜‰ Ā My goal was to focus on the inside, being happy and healthy.

If you’re undecided about shaving your head, hopefully this helps šŸ™‚

Reasons to shave your head:

  1. Cut it shorter and shorter… Ā I cut my hair from shoulder-length to a bob to begin with. A month later, I cut it into a pixie, and then a few weeks after, I shaved it. I never thought I would like a shorter hair cut on me, but to be honest, I’m probably going to keep this new short cut for life! I love it and it’s so easy to style. If it wasn’t for shaving my head, I would’ve never found this new favorite hairstyle. So try it out and have fun with it! This is the time to try all those different hairstyles you always wondered if you could rock šŸ˜‰ Here are some photos and film of when I shaved my head.Ā 
  2. Get it done with. It’s going to all fall off eventually. There is no point in hanging onto your hair as it gets thinner and thinner. Some women lose it in clumps, and for some the hair thins out, until they eventually shave it. I shaved my head even before my first treatment, and it felt so great starting off that way. I felt ready. Chances are, if you’re told you’re going to lose your hair, it’s going to go at some point 😦
  3. Embrace it. It’s going to be your new look, own it! These days, so many women are rocking a shaved head. Some people didn’t even realize I was going through chemo, and thought it was my “fashion statement” and my new look. Don’t hide behind a beanie, hat, scarf or a wig. Embrace this new chapter in your life. It feels so much better to be yourself than to hide away.
  4. Find your inner strength. Shaving my head was one of the most incredibleĀ feelings I’ve ever felt. It was so empowering that it made me realized I had so much more strength than I ever believed I had. After shaving my head, I felt so strong and so proud of myself.
  5. No bad hair days. Needs to explanation šŸ˜‰ Roll down the windows in the car and stick your head out. No wind to blow your hair across the face, so instead, enjoy the beautiful breeze from ear to ear.

Hair Growth Calendar

I made a layout to show the hair loss/growth for any of you wondering what it’s like.

Nov 5th, 2017: Cut it from shoulder-length to photo-length (below)

December 25th, 2017:Ā Shaved my head

June 22nd, 2018: Last Chemotherapy Treatment

Up until November 2017, I had shoulder-length hair. When I was told in September that I needed to start chemotherapy and that one of the side effects was hair loss, I began to cut it down until I decided to shave it.

I shaved my head Dec 25th 2017, and by a couple of chemo infusions, my hair had already started to thin out (you can see it especially in the March 28th pic)

I’m glad I shaved my head because having my hair grow back was something that I looked forward to, instead of dreading the days where I’d have my long hair but begin to lose it in chunks and/or see it gradually thin out. It made a huge difference mentally too and I recommend shaving it for anyone that’s been told hair loss is a side effect of the chemo.

As the months go by in the early stage of my chemo treatment, you’ll see that my hair begins to grow back, but as the chemo begins to damage the hair cells too, the hair grows back thinned out.

But then something really cool happened…

As some of you know, I was fasting for 4 days (only water) throughout each of my chemo infusions every 2 weeks, to help with the side effects. Not only did it help with all of the side effects Ā (nausea, acid reflex, jaw/head aches, mouth blisters, etc… I could go on!) But my hair started to grow mid-treatment šŸ’šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø

Fasting honestly saved my life. It’s something I’ve shared with many other patients, and I love hearing how much others are benefiting from it also ā™„ļø

Read more about Fasting for Chemotherapy side effects here.

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Hair length Feb 2020

 

In remission!

šŸŽˆ2ļøāƒ£8ļøāƒ£šŸŽ‰Ā I had an INCREDIBLE 28th birthday!Ā Ā It’s seriously going to be so difficult to top this birthday because there were so many things to celebrate. Not only did I get to celebrate it in the Bahamas on a shoot, butĀ I got THE BEST special present this year…
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Just a few weeks ago, my PET scan came back clear, there’s no signs of cancer and I’m officially in complete remissionĀ šŸ™šŸ»Ā I know some of you have been asking after my last chemo, what’s next? and so I wanted to update you allĀ ā™„ļø
This means that I’m 100% back to my regular life before the diagnosisšŸ™ŒšŸ»Ā Wheeeee! It’s been honestly one heck of a year for me. So many different feelings and emotions that I’m still processing everything. I don’t regret a single day since the diagnosis because it didn’t only change my life, it saved me. The ā€œhorribleā€ days made the ā€œokayā€ days, the best…days…ever. And the amazing days? You can only imagine!
🤩
I learned the most important lesson of my life. Long post I know, but written with hope that it reaches the right person..

Last October, I was told I would be too sick to work, too weak of an immune system to be in large parties, airports, gyms. That I should forget about wanting to travel. I was told I would lose all my hair and have side effects from A-Z. Then have prescription medications for each one of those reactions.
When I heard all of this, it devastated me and it completely crushed me. I felt like I was about to lose my identity and ability to enjoy life, and I hated the thought of putting my career on pause. Especially when I felt things were finally starting to kick off for me. I’m not gonna lie, I cried my eyeballs out. It affected me for a few days until I said ā€œAlright, that’s enoughā€… I cleared my mind, shaved my head, and had a game-planĀ šŸ‘ŠšŸ»

During my chemo treatments, I’ve worked harder than I ever have before and it’s been, by far, the most fruitful year of my career yet. I’ve been healthier, going to the gym and having a more active lifestyle even since before the diagnosis. I’ve been enjoying life to the fullest, going to way more events and parties, lots of airports and travel. By the 2nd treatment, my 10 drug prescriptions were put away and I had no more use for them. My hair didn’t fall out, in fact, it grew back in the middle of my treatment (for those of you that know about my fasting, I will be sharing a post on that sometime soon) Even my hair that started to thin out and fall out was like ā€œwe got this!ā€ and my hair eventually started to full on sprout back in action. I liked to think the few hairs I had left as little Spartans holding on for their dear life!Ā šŸ‡šŸ»šŸ›”šŸ—”I laughed at myself and found a way to bring humor into all the ways chemo affected my body. My favorite quote by Carlos Castaneda is: ā€œWe either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same.ā€
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I didn’t let what was told was going to happen to me dictate my life. The paper that was handed to me that listed all my side effects was not a contract.
Cancer was in the background and out of focus
Life was in the foreground.
I ignored everything and lived only day to day, making sure every day was better than the previous one. I took that seriously, like it was my job, to push myself and only focus on improving each day instead of thinking of the overall picture.

I guess what im trying to say is, I didn’t let myself fall into a statistic. We’re not numbers, we are humans after all. Everything the oncologist had told me was based off of patient history numerical data. In a mathematical equation, you can also be an odd number and not the median.
When I truly believed that it was possible, I felt like nothing could stop me. For anyone going through a tough situation, you will get through it. I promiseĀ ā™„ļøšŸ™šŸ»

#hodgkinslymphomaĀ #lymphomaĀ #cancerĀ #chemoĀ #chemotherapy

 

{7/23/18)šŸŽˆ2ļøāƒ£8ļøāƒ£šŸŽ‰ It’s seriously going to be so difficult to top this birthday because there were so many things to celebrate.  I got THE BEST special present this year...  šŸŽšŸŽšŸŽ Just a few weeks ago, my PET scan came back clear, there’s no signs of cancer and I’m officially in complete remission šŸ™šŸ» I know some of you have been asking after my last chemo, what’s next? and so I wanted to update you all ā™„ļø This means that I’m 100% back to my regular life before the diagnosisšŸ˜ŠšŸ™ŒšŸ» Wheeeee! It’s been honestly one heck of a year for me. So many different feelings and emotions that I’m still processing everything. I don’t regret a single day since the diagnosis because it didn’t only change my life, it saved me. The ā€œhorribleā€ days made the ā€œokayā€ days, the best...days...ever. And the amazing days? You can only imagine! 🤩 I learned the most important lesson of my life. Long post I know, but written with hope that it reaches the right person.. Last October, I was told I would be too sick to work, too weak of an immune system to be in large parties, airports, gyms. That I should forget about wanting to travel. I was told I would lose all my hair and have side effects from A-Z. Then have prescription medications for each one of those reactions.  When I heard all of this, it devastated me and it completely crushed me. I felt like I was about to lose my identity and ability to enjoy life, and I hated the thought of putting my career on pause. Especially when I felt things were finally starting to kick off for me. I’m not gonna lie, I cried my eyeballs out. It affected me for a few days until I said ā€œAlright, that’s enoughā€... I cleared my mind, shaved my head, and had a game-plan šŸ‘ŠšŸ» During my chemo treatments, I’ve worked harder than I ever have before and it’s been, by far, the most fruitful year of my career yet. I’ve been healthier, going to the gym and having a more active lifestyle even since before the diagnosis. I’ve been enjoying life to the fullest, going to way more events and parties, lots of airports and travel. By the 2nd treatment, my 10 drug prescriptions were put away and I had no more use for them. My hair didn’t fall out, in fact, it grew back in the middle of my treatment (for those of you that know about my fasting, I will be sharing a post on that sometime soon) Even my hair that started to thin out and fall out was like ā€œwe got this!ā€ and my hair eventually started to full on sprout back in action. I liked to think the few hairs I had left as little Spartans holding on for their dear life! šŸ‡šŸ»šŸ›”šŸ—”I laughed at myself and found a way to bring humor into all the ways chemo affected my body. My favorite quote by Carlos Castaneda is: ā€œWe either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same.ā€ šŸ’ŖšŸ» I didn’t let what was told was going to happen to me dictate my life. The paper that was handed to me that listed all my side effects was not a contract. Cancer was in the background and out of focus  Life was in the foreground.  I ignored everything and lived only day to day, making sure every day was better than the previous one. I took that seriously, like it was my job, to push myself and only focus on improving each day instead of thinking of the overall picture. I guess what im trying to say is, I didn’t let myself fall into a statistic. We’re not numbers, we are humans after all. Everything the oncologist had told me was based off of patient history numerical data. In a mathematical equation, you can also be an odd number and not the median.  When I truly believed that it was possible, I felt like nothing could stop me. For anyone going through a tough situation, you will get through it. I promise ā™„ļøšŸ™šŸ» #hodgkinslymphoma #lymphoma #cancer #chemo #chemotherapy
On a job shooting “Religion of Sports” in the Bahamas, where I got to celebrate my 28th birthday and my news of being in remission. It was a great trip šŸ˜‰Ā 

ā€œLet food be thy medicine…”

Changing my diet changed my life.

ā€œLet food be thy medicine and medicine be thy foodā€ – Hippocrates, the father of medicine.

I’m not a nutritionist by any means. I’m just sharing this blog post to simply show how much of an effect a healthy lifestyle can have on our attitudes. When you’re diagnosed with cancer, you hear a lot that “a good attitude is half the battle”. But how do you get a good attitude?Ā Ā It takes a lot of learning, self-love, and acceptance. All of these things came naturally once I started living a healthy lifestyle, and basically giving my body all the love in the world. Ā I always thought I was pretty healthy, but there were many things that I had to sacrifice to really show my body I was going to support it 100% throughout this entire process.

I never proactively thought about having a good attitude. I just know that in retrospect, I had a different outlook on things because my body was well equipped with the armor it needed in order to face this battle.

Before I started chemo, I went on a naturopathic diet that really changed my physical and mental wellbeing. The hope was that the holistic approach would cure my cancer and avoid having to go through Chemo. Unfortunately it didn’t work for me, but it has worked for others. But thanks to this healthy lifestyle, I went into chemo with my body and mind ready to fight.

So from mid August through December 25th, my diet evolved throughout the months as it got modified from time to time, but this eventually became my daily Holistic Approach, BEFORE I started chemo:

  • Coffee Enema (for detoxing) first thing in the morning on an empty stomach.
  • (1) cup of Essaic Tea (for detoxing)
  • Beta Glucan (supplement) taken 30 minutes before eating
  • Yoga (for meditation) help remove mental and physical stress
  • Juicing. When it came to juicing, I was told to not worry about the measurements, but instead focus on making sure that Beets occupied 50% of the juice, and Carrots and Celery 20%.
    • Beets 50% of juice (peeled)
    • Celery 20% of juice
    • Carrots 20% of juice Ā (peeled)
    • 1 apple
    • 1 or 2 thumb-sized peeled ginger roots
  • Breakfast: “The Budwig Protocol”:
    • low fat 1-2% organic cottage cheese and flaxseed oil.
    • Measurements: (6) tablespoons of cottage cheese to (3) tablespoons of flaxseed oil. Mix these ingredients with a hand mixer for about a minute until it looks like curd/yogurt.
    • After the mix, you can then add raspberries, strawberries, almonds, etc..
    • Must be eaten within 15 minutes.
    • This was the only time dairy was allowed for meals.
  • Probiotics (supplement)
  • Vitamin C (supplement)
  • Baking Soda (to alkalinize body)
    • 30 minutes before/after eating.
    • Measurements: 1/2 Tablespoon of baking soda and 2 Tablespoons of lemon. Add 8oz of water once lemon mixture stops fizzing.
  • Lunch:
    • see below the “NO’s” and “What to Eat”
  • Vitamin C (supplement)
  • Green Tea Extract (supplement)
  • Vitamin D3 (supplement)
  • Probiotics (supplement)
  • Iron (supplement)
  • Vitamin B12 (supplement)
  • Baking Soda (same process as listed above)
  • Dinner:
    • see below the “NO’s” and “What to Eat”
  • (1) cup of Essaic Tea (for detoxing) so that herbs work throughout the night.

Next day, same thing all over again šŸ˜‰

The NO’s:

  • NO Sugar (in any form)
  • NO Processed food (in any form)
  • NO Refined foodsĀ (like the ones that are refined to increase shelf life, like bread, cake, cookies, pastries, pizza, chips, etc..)
  • NO Animal Protein (chicken, red meat, seafood, shellfish , eggs, etc..) Difficult for the body to digest and you are taking 40% of your body’s energy away from fighting the cancer to digest your food.
  • NO Dairy (milk, ice cream, cheese, butter, etc…)
  • NO Gluten (bread, cereal, pasta, etc…)
  • NO Potato and Rice (high in glycemic index, which gets converted into sugar)
  • NO Soy products
  • NO Microwaved food, no teflon, aluminum cooking or aluminum foil.
  • NO White flour
  • NOĀ alcohol
  • NOĀ caffeine (except for coffee enema)

WHAT TO EAT:

  • Raw, whole vegetablesĀ 
  • Large salads (with a little olive oil and lemon, no salad dressing)
  • Veggies/Legumes: dark, green leafy like kale, spinach, broccoli, cauliflower, cucumbers, onions, bell peppers, radishes, tomatoes, squash, carrots, leeks, lentils, sprouts of any kind, asparagus, green beans, brussels sprouts, etc..
  • Cereals (only if made with millet, quinoa, amaranth, buckwheat) and not gluten
  • Fruits (try to limit fruit to one piece of whole fruit / day)
  • Nuts: all except peanuts

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DIET DURING CHEMO

Because chemo also affects healthy cells that line the digestive tract, my diet has shifted a little bit to accommodate those changes and make it as fluid and easy as possible for my body. The “WHAT TO EAT” from the list above still remains part of my diet.

The NO’s:

  • NO Sugar (in any form)
  • NO Processed food (in any form)
  • NO Refined foodsĀ (like the ones that are refined to increase shelf life, like bread, cake, cookies, pastries, pizza, chips, etc..)
  • NO red meat Ā (Even though animal protein it is difficult for the body to digest, I have found that eating organic eggs, chicken and fish has helped me stay healthy and also help fight anemia. I do eat animal protein in moderation)
  • NO Dairy (milk, ice cream, cheese, butter, etc…)
  • NO Gluten (bread, cereal, pasta, etc…)
  • NO Potato and Rice (high in glycemic index, which gets converted into sugar)
  • NO Soy products
  • NO Microwaved food, no teflon, aluminum cooking or aluminum foil.
  • NO White flour
  • NOĀ alcoholĀ (to help liver out since chemo is already working really hard + also will help reduce acid reflux)
  • NOĀ spicy foodĀ (to help reduce acid reflux and help heal mouth sores)
  • NOĀ caffeine (sodas, coffee, chocolate, etc… ) to help reduce acid reflux.

Important:

  • Drink lots and lots of water!
  • Eat lots of fiber
  • Exercise, meditate, and get some sun!
  • Focus on eating alkaline foods instead of acidic foods
  • Avoid acidic foods at night especially because your body tries to digest while lying down.
  • Eat smaller meals more frequently.
  • Eating raw or undercooked foods is a common cause of food poisoning. So wash vegetables thoroughly!

After each chemo treatment, I wait a week to continue with the coffee enema and supplements, so it does not interfere with chemo.

That’s all folks! šŸ™‚

 

A Christmas Surprise

Christmas morning I shaved my head, since it was going to all fall out at some point during my chemo treatment. My family had known for weeks that I was planning on doing that before we all met up Christmas morning, and so when the door bell rang, I thought I was going to be the one surprising my family…Scan copy 2

The joke was on me! šŸ™‚ My papa shaved his head also and gave me the most beautiful Christmas gift I could ever ask for. Check out this video below.

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Pros & Cons of a Port-a-Cath

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shortly after getting port-a-cath placed

Every chemo treatment is different, and every body reacts differently, but please, please, please, consider getting your Port-a-cath put in. I’m on the ABVD chemo treatment, which I go in for every 2 weeks, and having this port placed was the best decision I could’ve made! I was skeptical about it for weeks, but after lots of research and talking to people who regretted not getting it (and hearing their horror stories, which I’ll describe below) I decided that the port was a GREAT idea.

Below are the PROS and CONS of having a port:

What is a port-a-cath?

“A device used to draw blood and give treatments, including intravenous fluids, drugs, or blood transfusions. The port is placed under the skin, usually in the chest. It is attached to a catheter (a thin, flexible tube) that is guided (threaded) into a large vein above the right side of the heart called the superior vena cava.”

Ā PROS

– The surgery is NOT painful šŸ™‚ You’re put under anesthesia and you don’t feel a thing. Within 45 minutes, I was out in the recovery room and the surgeon held a mirror to my chest and showed it to me. I was shocked to see how that port was put under my skin without having felt absolutely nothing at all. IMPORTANT: Once it’s put in, carefully follow the hospital’s instructions on how to take proper care of it for the next few days. They’ll talk you over it and they should give you a handout. You don’t want it getting infected!

-When you go in for your chemo treatment, all you feel is a poke on your chest and that’s it for the whole duration of your chemo infusions. Most people who have the chemo infusion going through the veins in their arm, experience a very strong stinging feeling in their arm, that’s because the veins in our arms are three times thinner than the ones in our chest.

Here are some personal stories I’ve heard from people not getting the port put in and instead having the chemo go through the veins in their arms:

  • A girl I talked to said she couldn’t sleep at night through her whole treatment because her arm was in so much pain.
  • Your veins in your arms start giving out, due to the chemo damaging them, making it impossible for nurses to find your veins, which brings a whole new set of problems once that starts to happen. You have to keep in mind that chemo isn’t the only time you get injected in your arm. You’ll be doing regular blood work before each chemo as well. So that’s a lot of injections, giving your arms no breaks 😦
  • When I went in for a PET Scan, the girl in the room next to me was crying because her arms were in so much pain (she didn’t have port) and the nurses couldn’t find her veins and so they had to cancel & postpone her PET Scan. If you can’t get blood drawn because nurses can’t get to your veins, there’s a chance your chemo treatment can get delayed as well.
  • You’ll start to have limited movement in your arm because it’s in so much pain. And so if you’re like me, who’s usually pretty active (exercise/sports, working jobs, etc…) the last thing you want is to not be able to move your arm.

CONS

-It’s not pretty and it’s a constant reminder of chemo. The pros far outweigh this! You can always cover it up with clothes and you won’t even notice it šŸ˜‰

-You feel something pushing out of your skin (only for the first few weeks) and then you don’t even realize it’s there.

-I originally didn’t want to get the port because I hate feeling “limited” to do things. I thought having the port was going to make me feel that way, but in all honesty, it’s only limited me from playing soccer, racquetball, and sports like that, that could accidentally hit the port and that would be very bad. I can still put a camera on my shoulder no problem (phew) and go on walks, go out, and sleep comfortably.

– Even once your chemo is over and you’re in remission, you’re advised to keep the port for an extra 6 months. The problem is, if you still need to continue more chemo treatments but you don’t have the port anymore, they can’t place the port back where you had it initially. The surgeon will need to start the process all over again on your other side, which is why the suggest to keep it just in case. I’m definitely planning on following their advice.

-Wondering about the scar after the port gets removed? You got nothing to worry about šŸ˜‰

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